Fear

Stressful month has just started. I guess everyone knows what is this month about. What to do lo, we have to face it since primary school until now. But now, the exam is no longer about A,B,C during primary and secondary school lo. Last time, if u ''tembak'', u still can survive with a pass. But now, u ''tembak", u sure K.O. Sometimes even have no chance to ''tembak''at all.

My study week is going to end soon and I guess all of you as well. I have 2 days more to go. Sigh, there's fear everyday and the degree of fear is getting higher and higher when the exam date is closer and closer. It also good la since fear can help to promote a short term memory to a long term memory. Haha.

This is my exam timetable:

3 Nov - Central Nervous System(CNS) (9-12p.m)
4 Nov - The Pharmacist as a Health Professional (1-3p.m)
5 Nov - Endocrine System (9-11p.m)
6 Nov - Pharmaceutics IV (9-12p.m)
7 Nov - Reproductive System (9-11p.m)
10 Nov - Community Pharmacist (9-11p.m)

Not a nice timetable at all! What to do lo. The scariest one is CNS(4.0 credits). So many things have to learn about what so-called complicated brain. Sigh, just hope can pass it lo.


Before I end this post, let me do something for myself and u all.......

For those of you who are students approaching finals exams, or who are already in the process...

I pray that Buddha blesses you all in your studies as well as on that test day... even at those times when you will come to a blank during an exam, that Buddha will lead you to the right answer. I also pray that Buddha supresses your stress and fill you with peace... also that Buddha renews your strength and helps you stay alert and focused at those times when you're feeling a bit tired and feel that you cannot go on studying.

Lastly, wish u all good luck!!!

Wow!!!!

A 40 years old hawker created history when he won the Mega Toto lottery jackpot worth RM20 million, the biggest amount ever in Malaysia. See, one piece of paper can change his life! I wonder, I even can't earn one million in my whole life. Anyway, syok sendiri only. We also can't compare ourselves with him. For me, money is not so important. As long as we have enough money to spend happily throughout our life, that's enough!!!

It's HOT!!!

Sibek hot all the time! Maybe too many intakes of hot students here, sucking all the fresh cool air and expelling out those hot air. Haha. Now, I feel nighttime is even hotter than daytime! I'm not kidding. Sweating at night but no sweat at all during the day.

Death

Everyone will pass away one day. We just couldn't know when it is and of cause everyone doesn't want to disappear away from their beloved, family, friends and so forth. I choose to write this because an old chinese man(not sure how old he is) was rammed by two motocycles in front Yin Hua's restaurant(road to Ipoh). However, I heard he was rammed by a car as well instead of motocycles. He died immediately and irresponsible persons just ran away. His daughter/wife keep crying there. Thats what I heard laa..Lets say if you ram him, would you run away if your fault??

When time has come, we have to go. Do you scare of dying??

Mr Durai's birthday celebration

Today really enjoy alot although I have threw off that "relationship(can refer to yee fang's to know what actually this relationship)" for whole day. Really having alot of fun talking to each other about anything such as past primary school memories(from kindergarden till standard 6) and no doubt about XXX as well. Haha. Yvon was so so....(:P).

There were two bad memories at this party; 1) MU drew with Everton (huey ling was there and so happy), 2) most of them drunk (as a result, no play a card game called "pian xiak"- looi and me have been addicted to this game but nobody seems want to play, hopefully can play again next gathering).

Happy Birthday to Ding Siew Loong (aka Durai)

Posting it earlier since u gonna celebrate ur birthday today..this is real DURAI I can make for u, to be shown to other people how durai u are..hehe..I have put some limits so that I do not show up very durai type(scare u 'mengamuk' later)..Supposedly want to do more make up on u, but very hard to do it coz I used paint. Anyway, hope u like it!

稻香 (Rice Fragrance)

魔杰座

稻香 (Rice Fragrance) is another nice song by Jay. Nice to listen but it's useless if don't know the meaning of whole song. I was able to find out the English lyric for this song. After reading through the lyric, I found that this song was actually very meaningful indeed. That's why I decided to post it here. So, it will be a good advantage for those who don't get the meaning of this song. ^^ Meanwhile, this in turn can help to promote Jay's new album (illegally). Haha..^^

dui zhe ge shi jie ru guo ni you tai duo de bao yuan
die dao le jiu bu gan ju xu wang qian zou
wei shen me ren yao zhe me de cui ruo duo luo
qing ni da kai dian shi kan
duo shao ren wei sheng ming zai nu li yong gan de zou xia qu
wo men shi bu shi gai zhi zu
zhen xi yi qie jiu suan mei you yong you
hai ji de ni shuo jia shi wei yi de cheng bao
sui zhe dao xiang he liu ji xu ben pao
wei wei xiao xiao shi hou de meng wo zhi dao
bu yao ku rang ying huo chong dai zhe ni tao pao
xiang jian de ge yao yong yuan de yi kao
hui jia ba hui dao zui chu de mei hao
bu yao zhe me rong yi jiu xiang fang qi jiu xiang wo shuo de
zhui bu dao de meng xiang huan ge meng bu jiu de le
wei zi ji de ren sheng xian yan shang se xian ba ai tu shang xi huan de yan se
xiao yi ge ba gong cheng ming jiu bu shi mu di
rang zi ji kuai le kuai le zhe yang cai jiao zuo yi yi
tong nian de zhi fei ji xian zai zhong yu fei hui wo shou li
suo wei de na huai le chi jiao zai tian li zhui qing ting zhui dao lei le
tou zhai shui guo bei mi feng gei ding dao pa le shui zai tou xiao ne
wo kao zhe dao cao ren chui zhe feng chang zhe ge shui zhao le
o o wu hou ji ta zai chong ming zhong geng qing cui
o o yang guang sa zai lu shang jiu bu pa xin sui
zhen xi yi qie jiu suan mei you yong you
hai ji de ni shuo jia shi wei yi de cheng bao
sui zhe dao xiang he liu ji xu ben pao
wei wei xiao xiao shi hou de meng wo zhi dao
bu yao ku rang ying huo chong dai zhe ni tao pao
xiang jian de ge yao yong yuan de yi kao
hui jia ba hui dao zui chu de mei hao

If you have too many complaints towards this world
When you fall down you don’t dare to continue walking forward
Why must people be so weak, depraved
I ask you to turn on the TV and see
How many people bravely try hard to continue walking for their life
Shouldn’t we be content with what we have?
You should cherish everything even if you don’t possess it

I still remember you said your home was the only castle, you continue to run with the fragrance of the rice and the flowing river
Smiling, the dreams when you were young, I know
Don’t cry, let the fireflies lead you to escape, the eternal dependence of the folk song in the country
Just go home
Go back to the happiness at the very start

Don’t be so easy to give up, it’s just like I say
For dreams you can’t achieve, switch it for another and it’ll be fine
Put some colour into your life, firstly paint the colour you like on love
Come on and smile, merit and fame aren’t the goals
Let yourself be happy, this is what you call meaning
The paper airplane from my childhood, it’s finally flown back to my hand now
That so called happiness, running barefoot in the fields chasing crickets and getting tired
Picking fruits without permission and getting scared from being stung by bees, who’s sniggering?
I lean on the scarecrow while being blown by the wind while singing while sleeping
Oh oh, if the sunshine sprinkles on the road then I won’t be afraid of being broken-hearted
You should cherish everything even if you don’t possess it

I still remember you said your home was the only castle, you continue to run with the fragrance of the rice and the flowing river
Smiling, dreams when you were young, I know
Don’t cry, let the fireflies lead you to escape, the eternal dependence of the folk song in the country
Just go home
Go back to the happiness at the very start

失落非主流 (Lost Mainstream)

Jay has released his new album called capricorn on 9th October 2008. After listening through all his songs, there are only few songs which sound nice. Out of all, track 6: 失落非主流 (Lost Mainstream) is the song which I like the most although I don't really know what he sings actually. So disappointed and regretted of discontinuing learning chinese last time. Now regret already too late, knowing that I can do many things by possessing at least an average to good basic chinese language. Even thinking of writing lyric but unable to do so even though I have interest on it. Really really regret alot. T_T.

Tears in my inner heart..

Feeling sad, angry and frustrated now. Some people don't believe what I have told them even though I really telling them truthfully from my heart. Explaining to them is pointless. In the end, it just ends up worsening the condition and their trust on me is getting worse and worse. Why don't they believe on me?

Raya Celebration

Visiting Cikgu Ahmad Keflee's house, Hamdan Isa, Shahnaz, Surianti and Puan Ramlah's house as well as three chicken farms(colombia, kg merbau and kg teluk nanas). Spending almost 5-6 hours with approximate distance between 80-90 km. Eat alot but no angpao..sighh..the major difference between Chinese New Year and Hari Raya. But their food oklo, especially mee kari at surianti's house.
No picture is available here. For further information, please visit Yun Loi's blog. ^_^

Happy Belated Birthday to Loi Heng Chiang

This picture is drawn on a day before your birthday. However, I failed to post it due to connection problem recently. Finally, I can online. Thanks to Looi. Sorry to greet u late. It might sound meaningless since your birthday has passed four days. Anyway, happy birthday!!!